Many years ago, I arrived home late one night from a week-long business trip. I was completely exhausted and had my mind set on a hot shower and a good night’s sleep. I arrived home and parked my car in the driveway. I got out of the car and turned to open the passenger door behind me. I had placed my luggage on the backseat of the car, so I ducked my head into the backseat area to grab my bags. As I tussled with the bags, I heard something; it sounded like footsteps, but I wasn’t completely sure. Suddenly every part of my body was on alert because it was midnight, and the majority of the lights in the subdivision were off so everyone was in bed.
I slowly stepped back and then stood on my tiptoes to look over the roof of my car. To my shock and surprise, I saw a young guy who looked to be about 17- or 18-years old running towards me as fast as he could. Every bone in my body started to shake. I wanted to scream, but the words just wouldn’t come out. That’s because I couldn’t breathe. With each step he made, I sucked in my breath, and with my hands in the air, all I could say was, “Oh, oh, oh!” I was paralyzed with fear! I couldn’t get my feet to move so I could run or my mouth to speak so I could yell.
The look on this kid’s face was focused and strained. His eyes were like laser beams drilling into mine. I was convinced the attack was imminent, but I was too weak to move. When he got about five feet from my car, he made a quick 180-degree turn, reached both arms in the air, and caught a football. I screamed, “Oh my God! You scared me to death!” He said, sorry ma’am, and turned around and threw the ball back to another kid who was standing down the street.
Fear; what a terrible feeling. How quickly it can run amuck and take over your brain and cloud everything you see and do. When afraid most often it’s not about what’s actually happening to you, it’s about what you believe is going to happen to you.
Don’t let fear run amuck in your body and mind. Hold on to Gods word which says, “Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.” Isaiah 41:10